Socially Anxious Moth’s Flame

By: Sarah Green

I never considered myself a good singer. Yet, here I was, seven years old and standing in frontof the entire congregation of my church. Granted, about thirty or forty other kids were on thestage with me; as one of the tiniest children there, however, I was shoved right to the front. Withguitar strums echoing from the speaker, I opened my mouth automatically and writhed silentlyuntil we were dismissed.
Needless to say, I was not too fond of the stage. Would I sing a song? Not a chance. Would I doa TED Talk? Never happening. Could I at least walk up to receive an award? Unlikely.I was a moth; sure, one with a Generalized Anxiety Disorder, but that meant I had a flame. Itwas public speaking.
I first became drawn to the enticing glow when I entered the Chief Science Officer program. Forthose that don’t know, Chief Science Officers are 6th-12th grade student leaders and STEMambassadors. As I did community service with the program and practiced networking withSTEM professionals, I was often complimented by my instant “radio-ready” voice. Encouraged, Icontinued to practice public speaking.
One day, I was asked at the last minute to do an interview in front of hundreds of people at theBarrett Jackson Auto Show and STEM Festival. Every fiber in my body begged me to say no,but I was already talking about my experience as a Chief Science Officer on stage.I have been utterly ablaze in the flame of public speaking since. In fact, I regularly speak atpanels, conferences, festivals, etc. Still, I could not keep this fire to myself. I train hundreds ofstudents across the globe, from Florida to India, in public speaking and professionaldevelopment. Most notably, I just developed a training about storytelling that was successfullypiloted.

I will be traveling to a few states in the coming months, passing the torch to others. The bestpart of discovering how to tell my story is seeing the countless other narratives igniting afterhelping them.